I think when it's all over, it just comes back in flashes you know. It's like koleidoscope with memories, it just all comes back, but he never does. I think part of me know the second i saw him that this would happen. It's not really anything he said, or anything he did. It was the feeling that came along with it. And the crazy thing is i don't know if i could ever feel that way again. But i don't know if i should. I know this world move too fast and burn to bright, but i just thought: How could the devil be pullin' you towards someone who looks like an angel when he smiles at you. Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess i just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of all wasn't losing him... It was losing me.